I did a one major big Big BIG mistake.
I cheat on you, baby. Or should I said, I lie to my baby.

The scenario started like this;

We were going out for our dinner last Sunday. My Lun ask for his pacifier when he grab his booster. These two things, booster and pacifier is non-detachable. If Lun sees booster, he will want pacifier and if he sees pacifier he will ask for booster.

Now that day in the car, I forgot to hide his booster. Lun had it and ask for pacifier. I immediately unconsciously lied. I told him i didn’t brought it with me. My mum, heard it and warn me but it was already too late. I’d lied. A cheater ! A lier!

It was really a bad teaching as Lun is at the age where he will imitate whatever action and reaction we did. It was all through subconscious. I taught him to lie.

That night when i tug him to bed. I waited for him to sleep and i whispered to his ear and apologize. I hope this help.
At least, i will try try Try very had not to make this mistake again.